18 years young, stuck in the shitty state of Utah. My words will be tagged #taneshaspeaks. Everything else is how I feel when i feel it, basically. Ask is always open.

 

analish:

do you ever have those times at 4am where you get so motivated and decide to get all your shit together and then plan out your entire life and future and then the next morning you’re just like lol

First time bowling since surgery! 🎳
Had such a blast. #stillgotit #cosmicbowling

First time bowling since surgery! 🎳
Had such a blast. #stillgotit #cosmicbowling

So, this is what a year feels like..

A year ago today, so many things changed. Looking back now, I’m glad they did because it has allowed for me to have so many other great opportunities that I would have missed out on had things remained the same. The biggest being that I’m here at Westminster. I’ve had so many fantastic experiences here with all my new friends. The utter thought of me almost staying in Logan for someone else is crazy to think.

I guess in a weird way, I say thank you. You saw something better for me, that at the time, I could never see. If a year ago someone told me this is where I would end up, I would have completely disagreed. It’s crazy to see what life has in store for you. I couldn’t be happier to be where I am now.

The thing is… I don’t feel anything right now.
I’m not happy but I’m not sad.
I’m not angry nor am I hurt.
I don’t know how to answer when someone asks “How are you?”
Because I’m fine.
I feel disconnected from this beautiful world.
I don’t want to die,
but I can’t find the point of living anymore.

trying to explain my thoughts (via modifyy)

nikkiimarchy:

catseverywhere:

Still learning how to cat. It’s a slow process.

He turns around like “THIS ISNT WORKING”

nikkiimarchy:

catseverywhere:

Still learning how to cat. It’s a slow process.

He turns around like “THIS ISNT WORKING”

Competed in my first slam with this lovely lady tonight! Fourth overall, not too bad! Emma got second! 
#poetryslam #westminsterslam
#sugarhouseslam

Competed in my first slam with this lovely lady tonight! Fourth overall, not too bad! Emma got second!
#poetryslam #westminsterslam
#sugarhouseslam

You deserve someone who will always text back,
someone who will kiss you and won’t blame it on alcohol.

You deserve someone who will never make you feel like you can’t be loved.

You deserve someone who can see the pain behind your smile
and comfort you without a word.

You deserve someone who will hold you and tell you everything will be okay when it seems like the world is crumbling down.

You deserve someone who will never leave you or take you for granted, who has seen you at your worst and still loves you.

Words of advice for my bestfriend (via findpeacewithinyou)